Tuesday
anorexic feeling

kinda really excited about losing so much weight on my recent retard binge! :D
but... since im off the sauce im gettting a little lazy in my self punishment starvation. just the other night i ate 2 brownies, a big plate of rice and beans and like 4 marshmellows. ima just relax on the food and kick the week off with a small plate of bow tie salad(make sure its no more then 3 bites.. and remember to chew super slowly..) and tiny bottle of wine and a perkaroni.
Friday
taking lonely to a hoe new level
ive been embracing loneliness for a hot minute now.. its actually pretty decent!
NOT THIS -->
i keep myself busy by biting my nails, watching x-files & 30 rock reruns and eating lots of berries and cheese with a mug of wine!
but last night i read the George Sudoni logs and homeboy details his loneliness and total hateration towards not being able to score and i dont know if i should be indulging on this lonely tip anymore.
im scared!!!!
but last night i read the George Sudoni logs and homeboy details his loneliness and total hateration towards not being able to score and i dont know if i should be indulging on this lonely tip anymore.
im scared!!!!
i mean i really like being lonely but what if my love for the lo turns into something creepy?
im def not going to hurt anyone... im just afraid i might turn into a total jerk off.
::sighs::
im letting you guys know right now...
if i turn into a creepy person i can garentee it will be in this direction
if i turn into a creepy person i can garentee it will be in this direction

NOT THIS -->
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